sometimes i miss those carefree nights where i'd get so high and drunk and forget all my feelings and problems for awhile. where i'd smile the widest, dance till all the load is off, get drunk and talk silly with friends around me. yes, being carefree, there are a lot of ways you can do it. but i guess this was the only one way which i felt real freedom and enjoyment in, like i can really be myself. alcohol and cigarettes they are both poison but why do all these poison makes you feel better? i guess we are all addicted to something that would numb the pain.
