sometimes, when i look around, all i envy is happy families; complete families.
i long forgotten how it feels like.
how it feels like having to come home with everyone's home.
the laughters and cheers at home rather than a quiet house.
holidays, dinners, occasions together.
how his snores sound like anymore.
how i would stay up to wait for him to be back.
how he would prioritized us.
how happy we used to be.
i miss that. but nothing will ever change.
