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"But i never told you what i should had said no i never told you, i just held it in."


3.8.14

stepping stone

after 4 months of break, i'm finally starting school tomorrow. i was supposed to start way earlier but because of so many obstructions happened, i was on continuous MC. suddenly i get that "argh school is reopening.. nuuuuuu" feeling like i always do in my younger days schooling. feeling kind of weird like i've to change my sloth and care-free life back to stressing on books and notes again. oh and i hope my finger is well enough to do aromatherapy treatment already.. just need to train the strength and a little bit of more bending.

it's funny how sometimes i think back and i kinda regret being in beauty line. it's not that i hate the course, it's not that i don't like being in it, it's just the work i'm going to proceed in the future. baring the long shift hours, baring all the customer's black face and rudeness, all those working during weekends and PH. i kinda wanna work in a office now instead with standard fixed working hours, off days on weekends and PH and lesser things to deal with except ur bosses. but i guess i shouldn't think too much and just take one step at a time like i always do. God has his way and plans for me, i'll just entrust my dreams to him. for now i just wanna do well in my upcoming dip.

speaking of tomorrow, Shamus is  finally coming back!! AFTER 5 DAYS AND IT'S 6 TMR. can't wait can't wait! it's probably the longest time since the day we've been together that we didn't meet up. can't wait for school to end tmr and meet my dearest at night! hope things goes well and smoothly tomorrow :-)