sad to say but i rly miss being loved.
i miss how i can rant my days to someone special. i miss how i get coaxed for being mad or having random moodswings. i miss getting pampered. i miss surprises. i miss smiling to my phone like a complete idiot, staring at a text so sweet that i re-read again and again. i miss going to bed happy and waking up feeling the same, like genuinely happy. i miss exploring new places with someone special. i miss stay overs, watching dramas and chat whole night long, cuddling till we fall asleep. i miss having someone to fetch me from sch, surprise me below my place when i'm about to head out. i miss fetching someone special from work/school, buying food or anything cute just anything for him. i miss being dote on. i miss movie dates. i miss how i pester the other to play with me, and how i annoy the hell out of him. i miss tickle fights. i miss snatching of blanket, pillows. i miss rolling around in bed and pushing one another off. i miss taking silly photos together. i miss DIY-ing things for someone special. i miss surprising someone special at their place with food and cuddles, that priceless smile they gave. i miss planning upcoming dates together. i miss being shown off by someone special. i miss being taken out for surprise date, surprising me with gifts and DIY surprise. i miss having food fights. i miss chasing around with someone special, fooling around. i miss piggyback rides. i miss being carried around. i miss taking long bus rides with someone special, falling asleep on one another's head.  i miss being introduce to special one's family, making me feel all welcome like i'm part of them too. i miss those sweet long good morning/night text which never fail to make my morning and night the first thing i'm up and before i sleep. i miss how someone will assure me that things will always be fine. i miss being important to someone. i miss being part of someone life.

it's been a month, we'll make it work.