What's worst than being lied to? What's worst than feeling you're not good enough? What's worst than you've to accept certain facts that you just simply can't? What's worst than you've to pretend things are fine when you saw it simply with your naked eyes? What's worst than being strong for too long that no one actually sees the weak in you? What's worst than going to bed soaked with tears and waking up being strong again everyday? Missing doesn't bring someone back. Doesn't bring all my lost back. Doesn't bring a changed person back. So why the hell am i still dwelling on it? Somedays i'll learn not to give a fuck. Somedays i'll learn how not to get taken advantage. Because everyone often take my kindness as something to play around.