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"But i never told you what i should had said no i never told you, i just held it in."


4.2.12

Hospitalized

Oh yes, i'm hospitalized. I'm almost bored to death. Waiting for my friends and bby to come over to visit me with my mom by my side now. I was admitted in here like two days ago due to my sudden high fever of 39.7, yes it was the highest fever i ever got. I ALMOST faint again. Thus was sent in here and at first i really don't like to stay in here. I have this fear in me and it made me tremble nonstop but was better after my mom massage my hands and legs. She stayed to accompanied me till evening before she went home.

My dad and aunty zaymie came. They went down to got me my dinner. At that time i was alone, i thought to myself if only baby would suddenly appear and accompany me because i don't wanna be alone but i know it's impossible because he had work earlier on. But to my surprise, when i turned my head out of the door, i saw him just outside the door step!! I but happy, really happy and shocked. He made the effort to come down just because he miss me. Such a dear. :'))) He accompanied me till my dad and aunty zaymie came back and till they left. We talked alittle, and he laid me in bed before he went off. I couldn't sleep at first but i remembered what he said before he left and eventually fell asleep with 'A thousand years' song playing in my head. HA HA.

Although his not the first i said his the best i ever had too, but his definitely my bestest boyfriend/person in my life now. I love you bby, x. :)