It's the starting of 2012. Everything was great. I had the last minute of 2011 with Eugene by my side and also the first moment of 2012. He even welcomed me with a kiss, it made my 2012 a good one to start off with. Waking up to the first day of a new year is him i saw the moment i opened my eyes made me happy too, his presence and everything. He was also asking, why do i looked so hyper active. Heeeee.
This year, i hope everything will be fine. I hope it isn't as shitty as heartbreaking as painful and as many tears. I hope i'll stop losing people from my life. I hope for so many things.. But sometimes i'm just too sick, too tired of looking forward to anything or putting any hope onto it. Because in the end, disappointments just all came crashing on to me instantly. To me, life is actually meaningless. I'm always having risk in everything. Oh well..
It doesn't mean you can take her for granted because you know she love you too much to walk away.
