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losing my little bean my little precious in a day's time..

i am unsure. i am confused. i am scared. i am lost.

i want you so badly but i cant have you.

i'm sorry, please find a better life to be in..

i love you even tho i barely know you. please forgive me for making this terrible terrible mistake.
may the angels protect you and may you be in a better place.

the thought of it hurts.