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"But i never told you what i should had said no i never told you, i just held it in."


23.10.10

Destined

Ever realize humans are never satisfied no matter what? It's like no matter how hard you try and do certain something they either don't appreciate it or take you for granted. And no matter how hard you study or aim something, you just get back shitty results and don't get whatever you wish for. Somehow, the higher you expect the more disappointments you get. This sentence is hella true yeah. So i learnt not to expect anything and let things happen like the flow. So i won't get any disappointments or wishful thinking. Not to put my glimpse of hope high too. 


And i don't understand why some people tends to be sucha attention seeker sometimes. It's like, being happy or sad life has ought to be going on still so why for seek so much attention for giving out frowns when you can choose to be happy. If you expect the worst, the worst will come. You're ur own sadness stress and frustration. If you let things bother you, then of course they'll. So don't let 'em, be happy. Optimistic is always the key. It is a choice, to be happy. Psychology Fact, Emotional pains last for only 12 minutes, anything more than that are just self-inflicts.

So well, this post doesn't relate to anything. I'm just blabbering out of boredom. Gettin' my saturday night home like this sure is wasted. I shouldn't have went over to grans big day if not i would be with my dear babyboy now. Too lazy to do anything. Too awake to sleep. So what am i supposed to do?