Even if the skies get rough

I'm tired of putting in the effort the most. Tired of not having anything in-return. Tired of all those one-sided thoughts. Tired of putting up those strong front. Tired of what i have been going through, sacrifications and consequences. Of having to think of it everyday in my mind. Tired of being strong. Tired of everything, just everything. I just hate the world. Society, reality. I hate humans. Fake peoples all around. I want back those days where my family were fine. Where my friends were all still by my side. Where you're still around, happily together. It's hard to adapt all these changes. So.. so hard. No one would ever understand. No one. I just want to fall back in your arms and ignore the world. I just wanna feel appreciated and loved by you, and you guys all again. Return me back my happiness? Return me back everything i've lost? Please..