:(

This morning when i woke up from bed as usual the first thing i would do besides checking my phone is to run up to my hamster cage to play with kiki. Something shocked me this morning. I found it lying in a unusual spot in his cage with his both legs flat down like as if his in a 'flying' position. I knew something wasn't right because he never laid in this way before. I called for him, there's no respond. I poke him, he didn't move. I then observe it, his wasn't breathing. I was shocked, tears just fall. Called mom and told her about it then baby. Waited for mom to be back home, she was devastated by his grief too. Made a small coffin for him and went to buried just downstairs our place, the playground.

(Taken at the start of the year)

Sigh. Days without kiki will definitely be different. No one to accompany mom when me and bro's not home. His been with me for two years counting. Been through with me through my happy, sad, angry times. I feel a part of me has been taken away.. :'( Well.. Dad gonna get me a new hammy and mom claims it must be the same breed as kiki. How cute can she be. It's upsetting, but i'll never forget kiki and no other one can replace him. I love him. My first ever pet i took care of. X