Our roads has been kinda rocky these days. But how should I define our rocky? It's like we argued and get angry over small little things and within a minute, things will be fine as before and those sadness and angry feeling will be gone. I don't know.. but I feel, we feel.. that this is just so special between us. My friends, most envied us. But sometimes i just feel like it's different. Maybe i'm too sensitive because I hope you knew that I wouldn't want a second heartbreak repeating the same thing.
I just wanna let you know that your so special. Someone i really can be so comfortable with. Just like my bestfriend, i rant i whine i smile i cry i joke i act silly and everything with. But I don't feel awkward nor embarrassed at all. And I know it's a good good thing! Bby, I just want you to know you're different. Please don't assuming your not. Because you really showed me that you're not those guys out there. 4 months, whenever your free you just spent your day with me basically every day of your free time is with me. You don't purposely make me jealous and you don't even flirt around. You dote and pamper me like a baby so much and reassure me always. Although sometimes i get irritated about you playing your game and late replying me too. But i guess i should be understanding because i've to let you have your own leisure time too. Can't be too clingy. You've been a great boyfriend. Giving in to me, trying to understand me and make me happy always. Y'know that i love you, from the bottom of my heart qtpie.
