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"But i never told you what i should had said no i never told you, i just held it in."


21.6.11

True bestfriend

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Clara Fong, my bestest friend, my bestest girlfriend, my bestest partner, my bestest everything. These years, she’s never left me in the lurch when i’m at my worse despite her having all that boyfriends and stuffs who always steals my date with her. i miss eating out with her everyday after school, i miss seeing her nearly 24/7 every single day of the week, i miss being embarrassed any where despite stares in public, or in school, i miss just laughing so hard we’d drop down laughing from chairs. i miss us having pms-es and we’d ignore one another for a bit, i miss squeezing some troubles she’s been troubling but keeping quiet about, i miss punching her, i miss talking to her continuously every single time i see her, i miss how we’d get sore throat every time, i miss forcing her to drink some awful herbal drink despite the bitterness, i miss studying with her through webcam, i miss staying back with her for extra classes, just us two, i miss us staying back for each other’s CCAs once in a while. i miss scolding how she always wear so hot out and guys would look at her, i miss how i always stare and get really angry at those guys or even girls who’d look at her with some fucked up face.

my eyes would water just thinking of all these times.

I’VE GOT SO MUCH MORE IN MIND BUT I SHOULD STOP. she’s one unique pretty hot cute annoying baby baby girl that i love so so much that understands me sooooo well even though her straightforwardness sometimes gets annoying. regardless, no words in my dictionary can describe or express how much i love her. my best friend, my little sister, my everything. she’s one i can’t lose. if i do, i’d be so lost without her. trust me on that. you can bet on my words baby.

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that’s her.

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Hey there annoying woman. See that picture up that? HA HA. Yes, i miss you with bangs man. I've always been saying that whenever i sees you. Well big girl out there i miss you man. You've always been such great company great buddy great listener great awesome friend. I miss times with you. I miss how i always annoy you and irritate you till you feel like killing me. I miss how we always stick together almost everyday and it's like i know you can't live without me (hehehe :P) I miss how i always drag you to fast food restaurants and i miss complaining and ranting  to you that my whole body's itchy. I miss having to rush and panic DnT work with you. I miss studying together with you. I miss how you annoy me with those new angmohs or whatever bands you're fantasizing. I miss using my hamster to scare you. I miss watching horror movies at my place with you, going to the gym going out just doing nothing but talking with you. I miss.. I just miss everything i once done together with you.

From the day we got our N' Level results, we both know it's the day we're gonna have a new set of different life. But till today, i'm glad nothing changes between us. 

For you're one that i can really count on. One that teaches me many stuffs and treats me just like a baby. One that protects me and always do whatever it takes just not to let me get hurt from anyone, anything. One that i know will be there for me always and i can turn to. One that understands me so well and love my straightforwardness rather then taking it to heart. One that seen me cried so badly before, infact, the only one. No other then you, Ong Qiulin, my bestfriend my true friend. Yes you, i love you so much my dear babe. One that i can never lose too. 


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