It's been years. I've lost this special feeling. This special kind of warmth and love. It's different. I miss everything. I miss being a child in daddy's and mommy's arms. Could someone out there define me the definition of home? My home doesn't feel like home anymore. Doesn't feel complete. It's all in the past. Whenever i see happy families out there i just got reminded of mines. And those flashbacks just appeared. I remembered so clearly how everything took place. Nothing could have help, if only if only if only..
I detest how everything was. I can't imagine how everything will be few years later or maybe months? But i've learnt to accept how everything is now. I no longer have the urge to break down whenever i say about it, but still the wrenching feeling is there. If i've that one wish, i wish to feel that loved again.
