So i've been meeting Eugene for almost every single day but i just won't get bored seeing his face and everything. Yes, it's gonna be umpteen times i'm saying these that i'm currently together with him. Yeah yeah yeah you guys might think "WTF. You just broke up!?" But hey, you don't know what really happened between me and him. So just shut up and don't judge the book by it's cover. You guys sure not know how much effort i gave in, how much tears i shed and how much pain i've been through. How much he've done to me and i forgave him all. I might seem like i'm the bad one now, but he fucking asked me to move on so here i am happily together with my lover boy. At least i know that i really truly love him right from the start and i really gave in my all to that relationship. I've no regrets. Really, sometimes i really hope you passerbys would just stop assuming about everything. He may seems so sad and hurt, but how 'bout me? 10 fucking months isn't that easy for me to let go too but i'm moving on. I'm tired, exhausted.
Now, with Eugene. I smile everyday. And it doesn't matter anymore...
I hope to see his real smiles back again some days.
