Ever felt so tired of everything and that you can no longer keep everything to yourself. It's like your bottle is so filled to the brim that you feel like poppin' it and letting everything inside flowing out? Feel so afraid that things in the past will repeat on you again and life is so fragile? Sometimes i really don't understand myself. My life. I don't understand why must all hard things fall upon me. Yeah, i know there's this saying that all good things don't comes easily. You've to go through rain in-order to have sunshine again.
At time i really feel like a extreme failure. Failing in everything, pulling down my own self-confidence and esteem. Bad times always have to happen at least twice a month. Good times are rarely there for us. Sometimes all i need is for you to understand me. Not well, but know my needs. My requirement from you. Promises. Family background are always in disaster. I wish my mum was as easy going as my dad. I wish she understand me more.I wish i hadn't had a broken family. No biggie, i still told myself to live life to the fullest. It takes sadness to know what happiness is. Noise to appreciate silence, hurt to understand love and absence to value presence. What's life without it's ups and downs? Every single one of us deserve to be happy. Lift up that chin.
