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"But i never told you what i should had said no i never told you, i just held it in."


31.12.10

Stay strong

Yup, so it's the 31st of December right now. It's gonna be 2011 in like less then 24hours time. Wonder how would my countdown be like later. To sum up, this year passed really really fast to me. And to say the fact, it was the worst yet the best year ever.. How would i define this. Hmm. I had many experiences gained, no matter is it between friends to friends conflicts, relationships nor studies. During this year, indeed i changed. But i guess it's prolly to the better side. But what's the worst thing which bring me down was one word, regret.

In 2010, i lost many loved ones. I finally see thru whose real and whose not. I learned that things don't come easily unless you work for it. And also, sometimes you just have to expect the unexpected. While writing this post, many things flashed thru my mind. All those memories that i've gone thru this year, i hope 2011 would be a good one. Sigh. 

Before i publish, i just wanna write a tiny post for my dear Ah Cheang! For she has wrote one for me. :)
Hahaha. You this pig! Thank you for being there for me, saying encouraging and humorous words for me whenever i'm down. And so far, yes, we didn't lost contact after years! Work hard for your Os next year dear! (Inserts emoji pig face) Stay strong no matter what. Remember our 'xiao yi xiao mei shen me da bu liao" okay! I love you. :)

2010, i had and lost someone which i love so much and is so dear to me. It was the worst regret and mistake. But that someone gave me a wonderful experience and beautiful memories. If only the past can be thrown away and move on together with new memories together with this new year. Well.. My resolutions for next year is simply just to be happy and i hope my loved ones too.
Goodbye suffocated 2010.