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"But i never told you what i should had said no i never told you, i just held it in."


18.12.10

Shot kill purge


So to all my dearest 4n3 classmates up there, i'll definitely miss all of you!! Today is gonna be the last day i'm ever wearing my uniform again, ever seeing the whole cohort of academies, ever stepping into this sch again (not really thou). Well. I was really disappointed and despair at the moment i received my results, i never thought my instincts were really right.. Because whenever i said or thought of a certain thing, it would definitely come true. I was really melancholy because i know i'd tried and did my best. But after all the tears and whatever, i knew i still had to look towards the positive way. It's isn't an end for me yet! Hahaha!

Although it actually pains me seeing most of my friends, be it closest or just mates getting to promote except me but i'm still happy for them! Especially my dear babe, Ong Qiulin and of course my Phee Weiboon! :) I'm really happy for you both dear. Sorry that i've disappointed many of you, but look, i've a plan in mind already! So i hope it's gonna be fine. :) Lookin' back, how i wanted to fucking get out of this school badly but now? Kinda lookin' back.. All that i can say, 4n3 is definitely the best class i ever had with all these awesome mates. Would never forget y'all!

My dearest naggy yet potential 'mother-to-be' babe! (Qiulin)
I know things are gonna be different without me by ur side and you by my side anymore. But hey, i'll still be ur pillar of support and listening ears whenever you need me okay? Y'know i'm always behind you in whatever things you do! Thank you so much for everything throughout this 2 years i know you. Thank you for talking cocks and 'playing' with me whenever i'm bored. Thank you for letting me vent and rant at you always. Thank you for taking care of me like a baby! Thank you for supporting me and helping me whenever i feel like i'm failing or about to give up. Thank you for ALWAYS being there during my worst and weakest time of my life. Thank you for being the first to wipe away my tears after my downpour with him. Thank you for cheering me up and those epic faces!! There's too much thank you i wanna say but not tryna be mushy but this are all from my bottom of my heart and i really meant it. Promise me that you'll work hard next year okay? And i promise you that i'll too no matter which route i take and i won't ever forget you my awesome friend. We'll still have clique dinners tgt and meet up as always with the rest ok! I ruv you very bery jelly muchie! SMD cause you just wasted 10mins of my life writing this! (Y) =^^= Ahaha. Kidding! ♥ Indeed what i called, a true friend.

To my daddy and momsie.
Thank you for being so supportive and understanding still even though i know i've let your down. Thank you for supporting my decision still and telling me encouraging words. Love'y guys damn!