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"But i never told you what i should had said no i never told you, i just held it in."


8.8.10

Hear me cry

It doesn't matter..

Very apprehensive that things i imagined would happen. Feeling like a nerd this days, all i do is study study and study. Well, not much on subject papers yet.. more like concentrating on my dnt. I've yet alot to finish so my 4days of holidays would much be taken up more or less. Very much worried that I won't be able to hand in a complete set before the deadline. Sigh.

Had tons of weird thrilling and ??? nightmares this days. I'm officially deprived of sleep!!! Oh and hey there bitch, stop your acts and get your own life before i besmirch you down.
I hate life.

Letter 2 - Your Crush

Dear you,
Apparently i've no crush but a lover. Yes, my other half.
Things have been kinda cranky alot for us. I didn't meant to always make you down. You know it well enough that the both of us hated things like now to fall on us. It's exhausting. You know it. I'll pull it through but will you? There's so much for me to say but i choose to kept quiet because some things are better left unsaid.

It's now the third day. How've you been?
Did you eat your meals? Did you sleep well? Do i ever cross your mind?
(L)

xx.